heya. It's been hell long that I have touch this blog. The last time I really updated was even before chinese new year. Didn't really want to touch my com. Nothing to do also. Never really care about watching videos and stuff. Been busy working and playing Taiko in the arcade. SO COOL. A new favourite. I keep trying to chiong muo wang. If anyone intrested, you all can go www.taikodojo.net to see the forum. It's setup by passionate youth for taiko. join if you intrested.
Then just been counting my days of working. I have been working for like 2 months already. Got my pay just yesterday. Went to do the first thing is to top up my card. LOL. Then go play taiko. I'm still very lousy at it and I hope to find more people to play with me.

Today mahjong win all 3 players. Damn happy. People play 21 also call me cai shen. I always let ppl 21 or not the banker will die. So i'm quite lucky.

It has been the day since don't know when. I will go to school tommorow. No worries. I really set it down. No more excuses. Do what I must do finish today. Good for me. Just been to lots of webbies. Not alot. Just 2. When to see stuff and confirm everything. I know i'm not going well at the moment. I need to stop everything. =D

must be able to control my school phobia. need to take the step out. I can do it.

Hoho, I really didn't give up on my blog. Is just thaI can't I really don't feel like touching my laptop. I have nothing to do with my laptop. Really don't want to face all the reality. Shet. I'm such a coward. I don't know why everytime when I start thinking about school, I will go crazy. I keep having fear about school and I can't do anything about it. I feel like crying now. Garrh. I'm so weak.

I can't really do alot of things. My band issn't going well too. I have lots of scores not being able to play. I don't think I have alot of time anymore. I think I can do it, just that I need more time. =D good for me.

Hope to see more people soon. Since school is starting, I have more time to update my blog and crap more. =D

I GOT NOTHING TO SAY. I FEEL SO LEFT OUT NOWADAYS AND I THINK IM GONNA GET KICK OUT FROM THE SCHOOL SOON! I CANT EVEN ACCESS LEO! WTH. BB

whats the feeling of helpless. I feel it. Whats the feeling of loneliness, i feel it. What the feeling of boring christmas? I got it too. I feel like cursing myself to death! lets kill each other.

hmm, its been like 5 thousand years that I haven't really update my blog. Been busy with working and stuff. Didn't really want to go touch my com. Btw, don't think I will update so much for the rest of my holidays. Busy worrying about the performance and also got to chiong my work so after holiday got more money to use. (my christmas and everything all gone le) =D Work hard gerl, get more money.

Concert coming soon, got lots of stuff never do yet. just finish learning some songs then still got 3 more to learn. Although those 3 are not really important, (got juniors and ppl beside me to cover.) Just feel bad if I don't do my part and just wanted to do more and get everything right. Time is running so short man. T.T Feel like killing my brain or change brain with some genius. I need the extra brain memory.

Need to do alot stuff tommorow, go see doctor, go back sec school get my stuff, then rush for work. Really lots of things to do. Good luck to me.

Yesterday when to watch The day the earth stood still. Abit lame. LOL. No more comments. BB. Got time will say more.

Bla, I didn't check my schedule today that got lab session lorhx. Now I am stuck at my school's library. Hehex. Lucky eh. Now finally got time to watch 不良笑花 liao. so happy. =D Manage to catch one episode on Channel U and find it very funny. Somemore got the shuai Ge jia Si Le =D So must watch lorhx. Pity. In the end sure is the xiao hua and tang men together want. No fun le. Why always shuai ge suffer bad endings?

Later must go back to workplace to return stuff. sad right. I actually miss out some stuff that I need to return. My foot stinks like hell now. Thanks to my flip flop. T.T (Trying to hide myself in my hoodie so that nobody can recongize me). BB.

Sleep is all I can think of now. I really needed more sleep. Hope the faci can finish her presentation soon. Need to do RJ also before go home so that I will not forget to do. Lucky tommorow work afternoon lorh. If not very sian. =.= Must faster chiong go home sleep already. Think later go on bus also very fast jiu can fall asleep liao. Thats all. Later then talk.